I had an idea to talk about all the seasons I've been faced since I was young. Of course, my favourite season is "Summer"... and I do really hate "Rainny" because I don't like to be soaked. Even though, summer is really so damn hot in Thailand but it's still my favourite season. I can do any activities on the summer, but I can't do out-door activities in the rainny season!.. And about winter, I'm not use to it. In fact, I do like this season but it's not my favourite anyway.
As you know that there has no spring and autumn season in Thailand, but I thought these seasons will be great. I thought if Thailand has these seasons, it'll be super great. :)
When someone asks me which season is my favourite, of course I always tell them that I love summer, but in fact I do like spring more than summer even I never seen it before anyway.
When something falls down to the ground, I always think to this word "สูงสุดคืนสู่สามัญ". I compared it to our lifes. All of us was born, grown up, old and in the end we died. It's the same as everything in this world. It's a circle of life. Human being, animals, threes, ect... we must face to it.
Sometimes, I'm tired to alive and wanted to kill myself, or wanted someone kill me or whatever to make me die. It's just because of the problems I was faced. But whenI look back to other's life and compared to my life. Those problems I've been faced for years, it's so tiny. And then I will survive from my emotional and want to alive.
My friend always says to me that "Our life is in God's hand, we must trust him".. I don't agree with him, but just don't want try to explain him about my thinking. Because I'm not faith in God, but I'm faith in Lord Buddha because I'm Buddhist and never wanted to changed my religion. But he isn't wrong to tell me about that because he believes in God. We're just different about religion, but it doesn't mean that we can't be friend.
I always hear about the difference of the season. Each season has worth on it own. The same as us, we're different in religion, colour, nationality, race, thinking but finally, we're just human being that have the same direction.
Dad always teaches me about worth of the human being. He tells me that even those guys who are in jail, once they used to kill people, they used to be the theive but in their deep common senses, they have a good part either. Therefore, we must look at their hearts, not their faces. That's why when I'm down or disheartened I will think about what my dad has been taught since I was his a little princess and listen to this song. Hope all you guys who are feeling down right now, please look back at your past and then you will realised to your worth life and what you got. Okay, I have to move my big ass out of my office chair to the toilet because I need to pee so much right now. :P
